things you cannot understand

there are things i can't understand, and if i did, i could release myself from this loneliness

things like feelings, feelings like a crush or something close to it!

this is what i get for believing in someone, this is what i pay in exchange of expectations

by the way, i don't even know what i'm talking anymore, and weeks from now this post will sound just as stupid as this feeling is, just as stupid and foolish as i am for believing in someonelse

i'm falling in love, but it's falling apart

se for me machucar, por favor me deixe em paz

sou inseguro, carente e medroso

tudo que eu penso se resume no mesmo

sinto que não vivo mais para mim, e sim para o que sinto

so please, if you gonna hurt me, just let me go...